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about

After extensive touring around Jupiter, Mars and Neptune, in support of Eat Me, Titanosaur returned to Earth to find that Big G's mother had passed away.
To deal with the grief, and issues with sleep and depression, Big G poured all of his being into the lyrics and heaviness of this album, creating a concept album.

Take a trip through our protagonist's emotional journey through loss and depression. Will they make it out alive in the end?

If you live in the US, and are experiencing depression, it's okay to ask for help. You can call 1-800-273-8255 or go to suicidepreventionlifeline.org

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released May 31, 2019

Big G: Guitars, vocals
Low G: Bass, vocals
Animal: drums

All lyrics and music by Titanosaur, except "Wrong Tracks" with lyrics by Elizabeth Petty.

Produced, mixed and Engineered by Geoff Saavedra at Savage Vibes Studios.

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Titanosaur Hudson, New York

NY Hard Rock/Metal. A dash of Monster Magnet, pinch of Red Fang, large dose of Motorhead and some Ramones for good taste all poured over a bed of Black Sabbath!

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Track Name: Ground Me
I feel my feet are missing
my arms and legs are too
My mind is swimming in the
foggiest blue
It’s nothing new
A loss of all being
A loss of all faith
I’ve tried to settle down
and find the ground

You Pull me down and ground me
You Peel me off the ceiling
You Clip these uncontrollable wings
before I fly into the sun
Pull me down and ground me
You Peel me off the ceiling
You Clip these uncontrollable wings
before I fly into the sun

Floating high above the clouds
Keeping my head to myself
Don’t know what it’s like just to be
who am I in this world
who am i in this one
this carnival of souls
and electricity

You Pull me down and ground me
You Peel me off the ceiling
You Clip these uncontrollable wings
before I fly into the sun
Pull me down and ground me
You Peel me off the ceiling
You Clip these uncontrollable wings
before I fly into the sun

You Pull me down and ground me
You Peel me off the ceiling
You Clip these uncontrollable wings
before I fly into the sun
Pull me down and ground me
You Peel me off the ceiling
You Clip these uncontrollable wings
before I fly into the sun
Track Name: Insignificant
Why would you kill for me?
When will you free me?
Take this away from me
And let this boy go

I’m just a little itty bitty bitty
Piece of trash

Just a small insignificant
Minuscule dot in the universal plan

Find me on the sidewalk
step on me
and crush me
Let me go
And throw me away
to join the scrap pile
and rot away

I’m just a little itty bitty bitty
Piece of trash

Just a small insignificant
Minuscule dot in the universal plan
My mind is nothing
My body is yours
a small speck of light in this universal plan

I Take the knife
or take the sword
just lose myself
get lost in my world
What’s keeping me here
what’s crushing my dreams
just lose myself in my world

Just a small insignificant
Minuscule dot in the universal plan
My mind is nothing
My body is yours
a small speck of light in this universal plan
Track Name: Stay Awake
And every night
I think I’m sleeping
Flying further into
My disparity
The earth keeps turning
But I’m still right here

My eyes are heavy
My thoughts keep slipping
These memories are lost in my
My eyes are heavy
These thoughts keep slipping
Your memories are lost in my
These eyes are heavy
Your thoughts keep slipping
I’m just trying to stay awake

Tell me today
And it’s lost in the limbo
The space between my dreams
and your belief
I keep fading
I’m Sleepwalking
just tumbling
through another day

My eyes are heavy
My thoughts keep slipping
These memories are lost in my
My eyes are heavy
These thoughts keep slipping
Your memories are lost in my
These eyes are heavy
Your thoughts keep slipping
I’m just trying to stay awake
I’m just trying to stay awake


Here comes another crash
Another crash
Another crash In my dreams
Here comes another crash
Another crash
And I’m asleep
Here comes another crash
Another crash
Is It In my dreams

My eyes are heavy
My thoughts keep slipping
These memories are lost in my
My eyes are heavy
These thoughts keep slipping
Your memories are lost in my
These eyes are heavy
Your thoughts keep slipping
I’m just trying to stay awake
I’m just trying to stay awake
Track Name: The Struggle
“I am the death god
Lord of flies
The taker of your dreams
Ruler of denial
The crown you gave me takes it all”

I’ve raised you up
past the moon and stars
death god
blinder of sight

Every morning I wake up
Before the sun decides to rise
Ready to give up
And put it all aside
I step on the little light I have left inside
I gave up control
I only pretend to be alive

I’ve lost the battle
I’ve given up
fallen deep within the hole
He’s taken over
Death God is in control

“I’ve beaten you down
yet again
you lowly little worm”

Every morning I wake up
Before the sun decides to rise
Ready to give up
And put it all aside
I step on the little light I have left inside
I gave up control
I only pretend to be alive
I struggle
I pretend
I give it all I have
I step on the light that I have left inside


In the mirror
I can’t see me anymore
Just scars
and tears
and hate
and all the fear

I’m changing
I’m losing
I’m getting lost within
I’m scraping
I’m yelling
I’m fighting to begin

“I am the death god
Lord of flies
The taker of your dreams
Ruler of denial
I have taken all
I have taken all!”

Every morning I wake up
Before the sun decides to rise
Already given up
and Stuffed it all inside
I’ve stepped on the little light I have left inside
I gave up control
I only pretend to be alive
I struggle
I pretend
I gave it all I have
I gave up control
I only pretend to be alive
I stepped on all the light I have left inside
I struggle
I pretend
to keep myself alive
Track Name: Wrong Tracks
V1
you once said
you bought a ticket to stay
now you insist
you must be on your way
go ahead
catch the southbound train

I will survive
I won’t feel any pain

C
I went too fast
down the wrong track
got lost in the dark
and I couldn’t go back

yeah I went too fast
down the wrong track
now I know the danger
and I’m on the right path

yeah I went too fast
down the wrong track
with you

V2
don't be surprised
by no tears in my eyes
I don’t need you

no I’m much too wise
so I won’t be
crying or missing you

I’m not a blind fool
I know what to do...

C
I went too fast
down the wrong track
got lost in the dark
and I couldn’t go back

yeah I went too fast
down the wrong track
now I know the danger
and I’m on the right path

yeah I went too fast
down the wrong track
with you

B
I got you a
one way ticket
on a closing track
so there’s no...
no coming back......

C
I went too fast
down the wrong track
got lost in the dark
and I couldn’t go back

yeah I went too fast
down the wrong track
now I see the danger
and I’m on the right path

yeah I went too fast
down the wrong track
with you
Track Name: Tired
Sometimes I’m drifitng in the clouds
farther than I want to
Losing sight of the ground
Losing sight of the people
And I keep forgetting
I keep missing time

I am tired

My brain is sometimes exhausted
floating in the ether
floating outside
flying away
trying to breath in the air again

I am tired

Sometimes I try to ground my brain
ground my soul
breath in the rain
Sometimes I forget
and I miss it all

I am tired
Track Name: Blast Away
I’ve flown through the moon’s of jupiter
I’ve burnt my feet on the sun
I caught a ride with Haley
and challenged Ceres to a Run
Been round the universe a time or two
on a joyride for fun
Caught me a lady on the ring’s of saturn
we had a dance or two
Been round the universe a time or two
on a joyride for fun

Take a ride on my rocket ship
blast away from this place
Leave the world behind
and Kiss the stars and rule all space
It’s a simple trip
A simple thought
Just Blast away
blast away from this place

skipped the light fantastic
while sleeping on a pluto moon
Swam through the seas of andromeda
and got too much sand in martian dunes
Been round the universe a time or two
on a joyride for fun
Venus was a trip
She took it all
and made my heart skip
Been round the universe a time or two
on a joyride for fun

Take a ride on my rocket ship
blast away from this place
Leave the world behind
and Kiss the stars and rule all space
It’s a simple trip
A simple thought
Blast away from this place

Mars was hot
Mercury cold
Let’s take it off baby
and lose all control
Track Name: Making It Through
Johnny’s in the bathroom
Suzie’s in the bed
Daddy’s gone bowling
And mommy’s out of her head
Timmy’s on valium
Wendy’s on the fritz
No one’s at the store
And we’re all in the shit

Brother’s zoned out
and sister’s half asleep
grandma’s doing lines
just to make it through the week
It’s all we can do
to make it through
It’s all we can do
to make it through

I’ve been up and I’ve been down
I’ve been in the hole
6 feet underground
But I’m still here
And I’m still breathing
I’m still alive
And I’m still living

Lemmy’s on speed
Judy’s on the road
Cathy’s smoking so much
she can’t breath anymore
Joey’s joined the army
looking for some cash
cause selling blood’s
taken a toll
and he lost his stash

Mystic’s getting whipped
Ollie’s getting bored
Deedee’s dozing
And Sammys yelling at the world
It’s all just another day
Just another day to me
always looking for a way
To step out of this hell

I’ve been up and I’ve been down
I’ve been in the hole
6 feet underground
But I’m still here
And I’m still breathing
I’m still alive
And I’m still living

Tomorrow I’m walking out
Tomorrow I’ll start again
tomorrow is the beginning
and Today is the end
You’re time is now
You’re time is here
Pick it back up
And spit out the fear

I’ve been up and I’ve been down
I’ve been in the hole
6 feet underground
But I’m still here
And I’m still breathing
I’m still alive
And I’m still living
You’ve been up and I’ve been down
You’ve been in the hole
6 feet underground
Hey, you’re still here
And you’re still breathing
you’re still alive
And you’re still living
Track Name: My Turn
The wrath of the indignant
Will overtake the masses
banging our heads against a wall
Your righteousness
is all that consumes me
I see all
I see all

When will it be my turn
When will the ruler ordain
that I can reach for the stars
and rise above the slain
When will it be my turn

Keep repeating your lies
keep repeating your failure
The truth is in me
I will see victory
My armor is impeccable
My sword play is unique
I am the most qualified
to sit at your side

When will it be my turn
When will the ruler ordain
that I can reach for the stars
and rise above the slain
When will it be my turn

I’ve killed
I’ve destroyed
I’ve fought
I’ve starved
lived in the mud
on the field
what more proof do you need
your enemy’s head
to seal the deal
Track Name: Take It All Back
In this time of loss
In this negative space
Tears fall down
without a care
of self or place

I was ready in my mind
I was ready and said goodbye
This heart has not caught up
I cry for the love of the one that died

I take it all back
take it all back
take it all back
I want it all back to the way it was
Please take it all back
take it all back
Bring her back to me
bring her back
to the way it was

They keep asking how I am
why I am
who I am
When I’m still right here
Trying to make things right
make this all disappear

I keep walking towards the light
but the black keeps dragging me down

The thought of life without her
hurts
Making my happiness drown

I take it all back
take it all back
take it all back
I want it all back to the way it was
Please take it all back
take it all back
Bring her back to me
bring her back
to the way it was

I watched her give up
I watched her waste away
I sometimes feel the same way
day after day
fighting for a future
fighting for my life
I give it all back

In this time of loss
In this negative space
Tears fall down
without a care
of self or place
This heart has not caught up
I cry for the love of the one that died

I take it all back
take it all back
take it all back
I want it all back to the way it was
Please take it all back
take it all back
Bring her back to me
bring her back
to the way it was
Track Name: Walk Among The Dead
perpetual motion
giving me a sign
try to keep it moving up the hill
I try taking off the blinds
I’ve dug in deep
into my mound
Clinging on to Death
And all that it found

I’m living a life of
feeding and breeding
and blinded Denial
I’m already gone
(Let me walk you into darkness
let’s walk among the dead)

FEel the heat on my skin
feel the warmth
of your lies
slipping into my thoughts
feeding all that dies
I try to move
but I hold myself down
drowning in the memories
I’m drowning in the now

I’m living a life of
feeding and breeding
and blinded Denial
I’m already gone
(Let me walk you into darkness
let’s walk among the dead)

One big fat ball of energy
I’m just one big lost soul

I’m living a life of
feeding and breeding
and blinded Denial
I’m already gone
(Let me walk you into darkness
let’s walk among the dead)

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