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II

by Titanosaur

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1.
Ground Me 04:37
I feel my feet are missing my arms and legs are too My mind is swimming in the foggiest blue It’s nothing new A loss of all being A loss of all faith I’ve tried to settle down and find the ground You Pull me down and ground me You Peel me off the ceiling You Clip these uncontrollable wings before I fly into the sun Pull me down and ground me You Peel me off the ceiling You Clip these uncontrollable wings before I fly into the sun Floating high above the clouds Keeping my head to myself Don’t know what it’s like just to be who am I in this world who am i in this one this carnival of souls and electricity You Pull me down and ground me You Peel me off the ceiling You Clip these uncontrollable wings before I fly into the sun Pull me down and ground me You Peel me off the ceiling You Clip these uncontrollable wings before I fly into the sun You Pull me down and ground me You Peel me off the ceiling You Clip these uncontrollable wings before I fly into the sun Pull me down and ground me You Peel me off the ceiling You Clip these uncontrollable wings before I fly into the sun
2.
Why would you kill for me? When will you free me? Take this away from me And let this boy go I’m just a little itty bitty bitty Piece of trash Just a small insignificant Minuscule dot in the universal plan Find me on the sidewalk step on me and crush me Let me go And throw me away to join the scrap pile and rot away I’m just a little itty bitty bitty Piece of trash Just a small insignificant Minuscule dot in the universal plan My mind is nothing My body is yours a small speck of light in this universal plan I Take the knife or take the sword just lose myself get lost in my world What’s keeping me here what’s crushing my dreams just lose myself in my world Just a small insignificant Minuscule dot in the universal plan My mind is nothing My body is yours a small speck of light in this universal plan
3.
Stay Awake 05:00
And every night I think I’m sleeping Flying further into My disparity The earth keeps turning But I’m still right here My eyes are heavy My thoughts keep slipping These memories are lost in my My eyes are heavy These thoughts keep slipping Your memories are lost in my These eyes are heavy Your thoughts keep slipping I’m just trying to stay awake Tell me today And it’s lost in the limbo The space between my dreams and your belief I keep fading I’m Sleepwalking just tumbling through another day My eyes are heavy My thoughts keep slipping These memories are lost in my My eyes are heavy These thoughts keep slipping Your memories are lost in my These eyes are heavy Your thoughts keep slipping I’m just trying to stay awake I’m just trying to stay awake Here comes another crash Another crash Another crash In my dreams Here comes another crash Another crash And I’m asleep Here comes another crash Another crash Is It In my dreams My eyes are heavy My thoughts keep slipping These memories are lost in my My eyes are heavy These thoughts keep slipping Your memories are lost in my These eyes are heavy Your thoughts keep slipping I’m just trying to stay awake I’m just trying to stay awake
4.
The Struggle 05:38
“I am the death god Lord of flies The taker of your dreams Ruler of denial The crown you gave me takes it all” I’ve raised you up past the moon and stars death god blinder of sight Every morning I wake up Before the sun decides to rise Ready to give up And put it all aside I step on the little light I have left inside I gave up control I only pretend to be alive I’ve lost the battle I’ve given up fallen deep within the hole He’s taken over Death God is in control “I’ve beaten you down yet again you lowly little worm” Every morning I wake up Before the sun decides to rise Ready to give up And put it all aside I step on the little light I have left inside I gave up control I only pretend to be alive I struggle I pretend I give it all I have I step on the light that I have left inside In the mirror I can’t see me anymore Just scars and tears and hate and all the fear I’m changing I’m losing I’m getting lost within I’m scraping I’m yelling I’m fighting to begin “I am the death god Lord of flies The taker of your dreams Ruler of denial I have taken all I have taken all!” Every morning I wake up Before the sun decides to rise Already given up and Stuffed it all inside I’ve stepped on the little light I have left inside I gave up control I only pretend to be alive I struggle I pretend I gave it all I have I gave up control I only pretend to be alive I stepped on all the light I have left inside I struggle I pretend to keep myself alive
5.
Wrong Tracks 03:44
V1 you once said you bought a ticket to stay now you insist you must be on your way go ahead catch the southbound train I will survive I won’t feel any pain C I went too fast down the wrong track got lost in the dark and I couldn’t go back yeah I went too fast down the wrong track now I know the danger and I’m on the right path yeah I went too fast down the wrong track with you V2 don't be surprised by no tears in my eyes I don’t need you no I’m much too wise so I won’t be crying or missing you I’m not a blind fool I know what to do... C I went too fast down the wrong track got lost in the dark and I couldn’t go back yeah I went too fast down the wrong track now I know the danger and I’m on the right path yeah I went too fast down the wrong track with you B I got you a one way ticket on a closing track so there’s no... no coming back...... C I went too fast down the wrong track got lost in the dark and I couldn’t go back yeah I went too fast down the wrong track now I see the danger and I’m on the right path yeah I went too fast down the wrong track with you
6.
Tired 03:22
Sometimes I’m drifitng in the clouds farther than I want to Losing sight of the ground Losing sight of the people And I keep forgetting I keep missing time I am tired My brain is sometimes exhausted floating in the ether floating outside flying away trying to breath in the air again I am tired Sometimes I try to ground my brain ground my soul breath in the rain Sometimes I forget and I miss it all I am tired
7.
Blast Away 04:28
I’ve flown through the moon’s of jupiter I’ve burnt my feet on the sun I caught a ride with Haley and challenged Ceres to a Run Been round the universe a time or two on a joyride for fun Caught me a lady on the ring’s of saturn we had a dance or two Been round the universe a time or two on a joyride for fun Take a ride on my rocket ship blast away from this place Leave the world behind and Kiss the stars and rule all space It’s a simple trip A simple thought Just Blast away blast away from this place skipped the light fantastic while sleeping on a pluto moon Swam through the seas of andromeda and got too much sand in martian dunes Been round the universe a time or two on a joyride for fun Venus was a trip She took it all and made my heart skip Been round the universe a time or two on a joyride for fun Take a ride on my rocket ship blast away from this place Leave the world behind and Kiss the stars and rule all space It’s a simple trip A simple thought Blast away from this place Mars was hot Mercury cold Let’s take it off baby and lose all control
8.
Johnny’s in the bathroom Suzie’s in the bed Daddy’s gone bowling And mommy’s out of her head Timmy’s on valium Wendy’s on the fritz No one’s at the store And we’re all in the shit Brother’s zoned out and sister’s half asleep grandma’s doing lines just to make it through the week It’s all we can do to make it through It’s all we can do to make it through I’ve been up and I’ve been down I’ve been in the hole 6 feet underground But I’m still here And I’m still breathing I’m still alive And I’m still living Lemmy’s on speed Judy’s on the road Cathy’s smoking so much she can’t breath anymore Joey’s joined the army looking for some cash cause selling blood’s taken a toll and he lost his stash Mystic’s getting whipped Ollie’s getting bored Deedee’s dozing And Sammys yelling at the world It’s all just another day Just another day to me always looking for a way To step out of this hell I’ve been up and I’ve been down I’ve been in the hole 6 feet underground But I’m still here And I’m still breathing I’m still alive And I’m still living Tomorrow I’m walking out Tomorrow I’ll start again tomorrow is the beginning and Today is the end You’re time is now You’re time is here Pick it back up And spit out the fear I’ve been up and I’ve been down I’ve been in the hole 6 feet underground But I’m still here And I’m still breathing I’m still alive And I’m still living You’ve been up and I’ve been down You’ve been in the hole 6 feet underground Hey, you’re still here And you’re still breathing you’re still alive And you’re still living
9.
My Turn 04:18
The wrath of the indignant Will overtake the masses banging our heads against a wall Your righteousness is all that consumes me I see all I see all When will it be my turn When will the ruler ordain that I can reach for the stars and rise above the slain When will it be my turn Keep repeating your lies keep repeating your failure The truth is in me I will see victory My armor is impeccable My sword play is unique I am the most qualified to sit at your side When will it be my turn When will the ruler ordain that I can reach for the stars and rise above the slain When will it be my turn I’ve killed I’ve destroyed I’ve fought I’ve starved lived in the mud on the field what more proof do you need your enemy’s head to seal the deal
10.
In this time of loss In this negative space Tears fall down without a care of self or place I was ready in my mind I was ready and said goodbye This heart has not caught up I cry for the love of the one that died I take it all back take it all back take it all back I want it all back to the way it was Please take it all back take it all back Bring her back to me bring her back to the way it was They keep asking how I am why I am who I am When I’m still right here Trying to make things right make this all disappear I keep walking towards the light but the black keeps dragging me down The thought of life without her hurts Making my happiness drown I take it all back take it all back take it all back I want it all back to the way it was Please take it all back take it all back Bring her back to me bring her back to the way it was I watched her give up I watched her waste away I sometimes feel the same way day after day fighting for a future fighting for my life I give it all back In this time of loss In this negative space Tears fall down without a care of self or place This heart has not caught up I cry for the love of the one that died I take it all back take it all back take it all back I want it all back to the way it was Please take it all back take it all back Bring her back to me bring her back to the way it was
11.
perpetual motion giving me a sign try to keep it moving up the hill I try taking off the blinds I’ve dug in deep into my mound Clinging on to Death And all that it found I’m living a life of feeding and breeding and blinded Denial I’m already gone (Let me walk you into darkness let’s walk among the dead) FEel the heat on my skin feel the warmth of your lies slipping into my thoughts feeding all that dies I try to move but I hold myself down drowning in the memories I’m drowning in the now I’m living a life of feeding and breeding and blinded Denial I’m already gone (Let me walk you into darkness let’s walk among the dead) One big fat ball of energy I’m just one big lost soul I’m living a life of feeding and breeding and blinded Denial I’m already gone (Let me walk you into darkness let’s walk among the dead)

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After extensive touring around Jupiter, Mars and Neptune, in support of Eat Me, Titanosaur returned to Earth to find that Big G's mother had passed away.
To deal with the grief, and issues with sleep and depression, Big G poured all of his being into the lyrics and heaviness of this album, creating a concept album.

Take a trip through our protagonist's emotional journey through loss and depression. Will they make it out alive in the end?

If you live in the US, and are experiencing depression, it's okay to ask for help. You can call 1-800-273-8255 or go to suicidepreventionlifeline.org

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released May 31, 2019

Big G: Guitars, vocals
Low G: Bass, vocals
Animal: drums

All lyrics and music by Titanosaur, except "Wrong Tracks" with lyrics by Elizabeth Petty.

Produced, mixed and Engineered by Geoff Saavedra at Savage Vibes Studios.

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Titanosaur Hudson, New York

NY Hard Rock/Metal. A dash of Monster Magnet, pinch of Red Fang, large dose of Motorhead and some Ramones for good taste all poured over a bed of Black Sabbath!

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