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The Struggle

from II by Titanosaur

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Our main character argues with the Death God in their own head.

lyrics

“I am the death god
Lord of flies
The taker of your dreams
Ruler of denial
The crown you gave me takes it all”

I’ve raised you up
past the moon and stars
death god
blinder of sight

Every morning I wake up
Before the sun decides to rise
Ready to give up
And put it all aside
I step on the little light I have left inside
I gave up control
I only pretend to be alive

I’ve lost the battle
I’ve given up
fallen deep within the hole
He’s taken over
Death God is in control

“I’ve beaten you down
yet again
you lowly little worm”

Every morning I wake up
Before the sun decides to rise
Ready to give up
And put it all aside
I step on the little light I have left inside
I gave up control
I only pretend to be alive
I struggle
I pretend
I give it all I have
I step on the light that I have left inside


In the mirror
I can’t see me anymore
Just scars
and tears
and hate
and all the fear

I’m changing
I’m losing
I’m getting lost within
I’m scraping
I’m yelling
I’m fighting to begin

“I am the death god
Lord of flies
The taker of your dreams
Ruler of denial
I have taken all
I have taken all!”

Every morning I wake up
Before the sun decides to rise
Already given up
and Stuffed it all inside
I’ve stepped on the little light I have left inside
I gave up control
I only pretend to be alive
I struggle
I pretend
I gave it all I have
I gave up control
I only pretend to be alive
I stepped on all the light I have left inside
I struggle
I pretend
to keep myself alive

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from II, released May 31, 2019

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Titanosaur Hudson, New York

NY Hard Rock/Metal. A dash of Monster Magnet, pinch of Red Fang, large dose of Motorhead and some Ramones for good taste all poured over a bed of Black Sabbath!

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